Today is hard. You always know that this day is coming in the back of your mind and when someone is sick it starts to become a reality. Even after hearing the doctor say, I think we should stop treatment because it’s not working you know the day is coming but you’re praying for more time. Just over 3 weeks ago everything changed and you and God picked your own timetable just enough time for us to process, but no time to linger helplessly while everyone cared for you. So here we are what a whirlwind these weeks have been and now it’s time to say goodbye. We said goodbye to dad almost 2 years ago and now it’s time to say goodbye to you too.
So we trust God, hold on to each other and put on as much strength as we can muster. We’ve made all of the plans, hoping you are pleased and now is the time to start to figure out how to live without talking to you every day sometimes several times a day. Wondering who to ask those cooking questions that come up and of course you know the answer. Missing having you worry and not care that we are all grown up because to you we will always be your babies.
We love you and we know you’re watching over us but today is hard. You’ve given us what we need to do it but it still hurts. We know it will get better but today it feels like that is impossible. We know that the both you and dad are watching out for us and hanging out in heaven with all of our other angels. Stay with us, because we need you always but we thank you for everything you have done for us, all of the sacrifices, all of the pushing, all of the worry and especially all of the love.
We love you always